Ca-Winky-Dink

So if I had never gone to the RE this cycle, I would totally be crapping myself right about now. I'd be 10 DPO with a implantation dip followed by a definite triphasic pattern on my BBT chart.
But it turns out that the "implantation dip" was an ovulation dip. And yes FF did eventually correct itself, but not till the actual day of real ovulation. So we would have missed this cycle or had a really low chance. Same as what happened back in October. What a "coincidence" that we happened to go to the doctor the day before I actually ovulated this cycle.
I've always told myself not to worry too much about plotting out the future, that with God's grace things have a way of working out on their own and I've kind of just gone with the flow. That's not to say that I don't take a proactive approach to situations & problems, but I totally realize that I can't will myself into being pregnant. I've just got to have faith that I WILL have a family of my own, wait and keep praying.
Note: This is not the same as "just relaxing" about the whole situation.